this is it. I’m sick of it all. I’m sick of fucking up. I’m sick of my parents either using me for money or just not being in my life at all. I’m done. I’m tying the noose. I’m done this is it. Fuck everyone. I’m not writing a suicide note, I’m writing about how much all of you fucking assholes drove me to this. Encouraged me to end it all and guess what it’s happening. I won’t ever know the feeling of being wanted or love. Even if I live past tonight, if the noose gives, I will never know anything. I will constantly want to die and I’m granting myself that. I fucking hate everyone and everyone hates me. Fuck all of you. I’m gone. I’m not doing this to myself anymore I’m done. I’m so done with life. I’m done with everything.